10th Grade Reflection by Gina Apav
This year has been a long journey for me. The stress of taking AP classes and advanced courses has changed me a lot as a student. Last year, I never struggled with my grades but this year I’ve had some trouble. However, I have learned that when I really try and want to do well, I can do just about anything.
10th grade was full of surprises. I didn’t expect to be one of the highest ranking kids on my debate team this year. I didn’t expect to make co-captain of the dance team. Most of all, I didn’t expect that Algebra 2 would be as hard for me as it was at first. So, I am always grateful for the good surprises and cautious about the bad ones. Now, I work hard at Algebra 2. I know that it’s not my best subject but that doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t do as well in it as I can. Besides, despite not being a math wizard, I still contribute a lot to my school. I do community service when I can, I speak out in class discussions, and I’m already working hard at the career that I hope will change history. I think I add something different to my school that makes me a good asset to the campus as well as the community because I’ll always try to change the world.
This year has been very different from last year and I do think that I have lead people into misconceptions about me as far as whether or not I take school seriously. I think that this is because of how I struggled with Algebra 2, my weakest subject, but for the longest time never bothered to ask for help. Ever since I realized that I can’t do everything myself, I’ve asked for help. Sometimes my friends help me in math, sometimes one of my older sisters, or sometimes I ask one of the teachers at school. No matter what, I never want anyone to have that misconception again but I’m grateful for it because it made me want to do better.
High school is a learning experience for everyone and you go through the good and the bad every year. I had to leave the marching band this year because I could no longer handle the unfair pressure my instructor put on me and the hurtful comments she made towards me. However, I did gain a dance team at my own school that so far, has been very successful. I got further in a debate tournament than I ever got before and I know it’s because I tried harder this year. I don’t get voted at the top of everything and I don’t always get what I want but I got into the acting program I wanted to get into this summer. Life, especially in high school, is decorated with ups and downs. With nearly every success comes with a fail. With nearly every fail comes with a success, even if one is bigger than the other. We just need to decide which one we will let influence us in life. I choose success because I want to make something of myself. I want to leave my mark at this school and in this world. I know I won’t get there by not doing homework and doing my best. When your best could be so great, there’s no point in doing less than that. I’ll use everything I learn this year for the rest of high school here, in college up North, and simply in life, wherever that takes me.